What you can pray for.

FEAR.

A lot of people are asking what they can do or how they can pray. Right now, fear is the main thing.

Kielah is a smart little girl. Way too smart for her own good. She asks questions even adults wouldn’t think to ask. She says things even adults wouldn’t think to say.

Some things I’ve been told/asked in the last four days:

·        I don’t want to be in a wheelchair.

·        Am I ever going to be able to go to daddy’s house?

·        Is it going to hurt?

·        Are they cutting my foot off? (Side note to say this question is because she knows the doctor has mentioned this before, and while it was mentioned Friday, it was in a “that’s an option but not recommended” type of way).

·        Am I going to get a shot?

·        Why can’t Bubba be in the surgery room with me?

·        Is it going to hurt?

·        What are they going to do?

·        Will I be able to snuggle with you before bed with my cast?

·        Will I be able to ride in a car?

·        Will I ever be able to go to gymnastics again?

·        Will I ever be able to go to school again?

·       Will I ever walk again?

We went to lunch after her appointment, and while me and her dad were sitting there, out of nowhere she said, “I’m really scared.”

This doesn’t mean she’s nonstop all day asking questions or voicing her fears. If she’s preoccupied, she’s fine.

If you know of any songs about fear (preferably that are new and catchy that she’ll like) please let me know! I want to make a playlist that I can play once we lay in bed to keep her mind from going there. 

*We have a GoFundMe account set up for the costs we will incur throughout this time. Kielah's Surgery